Private thoughts I want to write down, have read, and ponder. I was noticing(yesterday) that for probably the past two months my mood has been quite calm, quiet, go-with-the-flow. My voice was as sweet as Almond Roca. That is the why i noticed the change. When i woke up yesterday I felt an extreme rush of irritability. I was unable to crack out of my negative thoughts and worries but the worst and most scary thing to me was the fact that I could hear that my tone of voice had changed. Does this happen with some people. Is this a normal thing about maybe finding yourself...sweet care bear or heartless bitch? From seeing a psychiatrist and attending counseling classes since I was young... could that be the reason I am constantly analyzing my behavior? Many things line up in my head waiting to be thought of. Ideas, day dreams, and hopefully one day answers. I think that some of the most beautiful minds created were told they were crazy. Allow your mind to wander into the deep dark rainy caves it has not explored.
